Post Scriptum

Ending on Diana's anniversary might be the slightest bit poetic. We see clearly now how things should have happened. Taken a medical leave and gotten my wits back and my mental health. Then gone back to work. All I needed was a break to deal with the booze and gambling. Mr Booze! Trying to keep it at a pint a day but it can get up to a fifth. Some days even scare me--at least the day after. Vodka. Found a cheap Scotch whiskey I like--Highland Stag. Too much booze. But I also do love it in the morning. So messed up........